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This message was received January 12, 1995

So it is finally here that you have come to pick up the pencil. We are still as we were in the beginning — not different but expanded. You are not in the wrong place nor have you ever been. You are in a conflict with yourselves. Yes, plural. You are part of and yet one with a consciousness you identify as God, The Father, or Creator. You are in all ways his reflection and so you are truly Him. Go now to the place in your heart that is searching for you. It is there. Don't worry you are to fill in that empty place with Light from the source. Keep up the good work. You know what needs to be done and you do it. You do have some inner conflict with the security of all that is being told to you, however, in the finality you come through.

You can smile more if you choose to. Your happiness is a decision made by you. Happiness has nothing behind it. It is a state of vibration. Ask yourself when you feel down and out if you can feel joy and happiness in your heart. Continuing on with your work is a matter of cooperation. If you can keep going to the job site, the work will be there. Yes, we know you have rent and bills to pay. Just let your need for security to be acknowledged by you. Don't try to talk yourself out of your feelings by saying, well, the universe provides so therefore I'm not afraid. Yes, you are afraid! Lonely. No, not lonely. You are afraid that alone you can not manifest.

You feel dependent and you wonder why! You think in your mind that you are dependent on everything and everyone else. You have forgotten that everything and everyone is doing as you have commanded. Whatever impression you have given them. Don't deny your fear. Let it move into light. Receive understanding by examining things in the light. See yourself in the LIGHT. Things aren't always as they seem. Beings who may be displaying greatness could in fact be in denial of their feelings of weakness. Go on don't stop now. You feel as though we called you to do this work and yet we have not given you the abundance we promised you was there.

No, you don't necessarily need to do affirmations in order to state your desires! YOU NEED TO KNOW YOUR DESIRES. If you won't admit what it is you want then your creative energy sits and waits for you to command it. In the meantime, subtly without your conscious awareness you are commanding it to just barely provide for you. Why don't you go back to sitting down. Good now. Why not make some decisions. What do you want? Yes, you can have it anyway you decide to!